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鈥淪ometime, I鈥檒l tell you about ceilings,鈥� former Army medic Dave Hoch says to me, his voice echoing in the empty staircase of the UMC.

Then he points upward, casually detailing the ways people can kill you from above. I look up and see the stark ceiling, but Hoch鈥檚 large brown eyes drift off, replaying scenes from the 16 months he spent in Iraq.

鈥淚 find my exits, and I look at ceilings for cameras,鈥� he says, pointing to one obscurely located above the stairwell. 鈥淚 always sit near the aisles in class. I don鈥檛 like hearing footsteps behind me, so I step aside to let people pass. I think it鈥檚 part of the reason I survived [in Iraq]. You either go through the motions or you end up dead in the water.鈥�

Hoch is one of an estimated 400 military veterans who attend 蜜糖直播-Boulder today. They are single. They have families. They served in Iraq. They鈥檝e never left United States soil. They look like any other student when they鈥檙e in civilian clothes. And they are used to being part of 鈥渨e,鈥� which makes the transition from team-oriented combat to 鈥渕e-centered鈥� college life all the more challenging.

Moreover, they are grossly outnumbered on campus in comparison to previous conflicts like Vietnam, Korea or World War II. In 1947, more than half of all 蜜糖直播 students were World War II veterans. Despite the country鈥檚 involvement in two Middle Eastern conflicts today, there鈥檚 a wide cultural gulf between those who have served and those who haven鈥檛. Creating a bridge for vets, 蜜糖直播 became one of the first universities in the country to open up an Office of Veteran鈥檚 Affairs in 2007 鈥� a campus office that disappeared after the Vietnam War ended.

The sacrifices of 蜜糖直播鈥檚 veterans resurface in the backwaters of their daily routines like the slow, persistent water of the Euphrates River cutting through time. Some are swept up by the emotional currents of battle, suffering from survivor鈥檚 guilt and haunted by the second that will last their lifetimes 鈥� when enemy fire swallowed the lives of their friends, commanders, boot camp instructors. Others celebrate the quiet victories of parenthood amid the freewheeling lives of their classmates. Many feel misunderstood, earnestly emphasizing their role to help people, not hurt them. A handful appear in this photographic essay, sharing glimpses of the poignant and intimate moments of their lives.

鈥淚 don鈥檛 watch the news much anymore because having been there [Iraq], you know what鈥檚 going on and news doesn鈥檛 portray the whole picture 鈥� just pieces. All of the time, it鈥檚 about soldiers killing civilians. Every once in awhile you hear about peace keeping. There were so many positive stories. Every month we held a medical screening for families. We鈥檇 give out drugs, bandage wounds and see upwards of 200-300 people a day, but you never hear about that.鈥�
鈥� Army reservist Dave Hoch, 24

鈥淵ou see a different perspective. Last night, I was holding my second child, McKenna, and you do have to relearn everything 鈥� swaddling, changing diapers, making sure they sleep on their back. I鈥檓 not a helicopter dad, but I am still more nervous for her than I was with my first.

I鈥檓 not wiser or smarter [than the younger students in my classes]. Some of these kids are ungodly smart. But you see a certain naivet茅 and the 鈥淚鈥檓 about me鈥� mentality. I鈥檓 about my wife, my kids, my Marines. I can see it from a wider, worldlier perspective [after being stationed in Hawaii and Thailand]. But it鈥檚 not that hard [being a student]. I can be friends with anyone.鈥�
-Marine Lt. Justin Griffis

鈥淲e ended up losing 34 guys [in Iraq]. Imagine 34 of your friends dying and you not being able to show any emotion for two to three months and then it hits you like a train. I wrote a journal there to keep me sane. I鈥檝e seen a lot of Vietnam vets keep things in. It鈥檚 better to get it out of you. Those who don鈥檛 talk about it, it kills them.

I鈥檓 a thinker. When I was there, all I thought about was not dying and eating cheeseburgers. We would do anything to stay alive 鈥� sing songs to each other, talk about pizza, cheeseburgers. We got no sleep and after awhile, you don鈥檛 care. Sometimes you are sleeping at 2 a.m. or 2 p.m. You deal with what you got.

I have a lot of pride in everything we have done. I hold my shoulders high knowing that I worked hard and gave 100 percent.鈥�
-Marine Sgt. Geoffrey Melvin

鈥淢y role model is my mother. She was in the Marine Corps for 20 years with six kids. I lost my son to sudden infant death syndrome when he was 3 months old. I thought, 鈥楳aybe I shouldn鈥檛 have gone back to work [as a Marine] when he was six weeks old. Maybe I could have been a better mother.鈥�

When I found out I had to go to Rhode Island for six months, I knew I had to leave my daughter, Amara, who was going to turn two. I was upset and called up my mom and she said, 鈥榃hen we get off the phone, you think long and hard about your commitment to the Marine Corps and being a leader. There are times I left you and you turned out fine. The Marine Corps doesn鈥檛 need people like you if you can鈥檛 do what you鈥檇 ask them to do.鈥�

I realized I had the courage to be a good Marine and not be upset with myself or feel guilty when I had to leave.鈥�
-Marine Staff Sgt. Samantha Martinet

鈥淚 swing dance. I learned to swing dance in the Marine Corps. When I was stationed in Hawaii, I saw some people dancing and thought, 鈥業 want to learn that.鈥� I found out where the lessons were and found out I wasn鈥檛 that good. I got deployed for awhile, came back and got really into it. My social life was a little different than my work life, which was nice.

I met my wife at the Mercury Caf茅. It was one of the most liberal places in Denver. I didn鈥檛 know it at the time, and you won鈥檛 find many Marines there. There are stars and moons on the wall and you can get vegan stuff there. I thought it was absolutely crazy, but so many people were there to swing dance. If you are going to experience a lot of things in the world, you have to be open.
Last summer I worked with Engineers without Borders in Rwanda and installed a solar lighting system on a school. It was jaw dropping.鈥�
-Former Marine Jack Oakes